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大野智 - かわいい犬
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FRIENDS ONLY !!! dustysock

Hi ! If you're here, you probably know who I am... Well most of you did probably came by mistake XD
I won't do a introduction post, read my profile for that ^^ If after that you still want to read thing about my life...
Comments aren't there to be cuticle 8D *I mean by that, that I WON'T add you back if you don't comment here*
Present a little yourself so I'll be able to know you. If you're here for my graphix, well I'm not posting them here anymore. Just go to my community failsparkles^^

it's a sad day....
大野智 - かわいい犬
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Today... it's my cat's bday xD Yume's 4yo now ^^... But today is a sad sad day for me... even if I knew someday it would come... 12 years ago, I was suppost to go play with my best friend... But she never came... and no one ever saw her again... At first I just thought she was angry at me since I was late... but well I knew after that, that it wasn't the case... For a year or two after that... Policemen would question me again and again about the last time I saw her, talked to her... If I thought she had left home... again... even if she was just 10years old... so many questions, so little answers... My mom was a friend of her mom... She went to high school together I think... or something like that... And well they were friends because Jolène and I were living together... Same room too (Foster care). So even after we left the foster home and went to live with our family... We were still friends... For 12 years, I thought that maybe... just maybe we would have the chance to find her alive. I don't know if finding her alive would have been better... but she would have been alive, right ? I know some stuff is worst than death, but selfishly I just wanted to see her again... Even if when I think about it, maybe we wouldn't have been friends anymore...

After a couple of years, they made a sketch of what she would have looks like... And I don't know why... But I just wasn't able to really see Jolene in those sketch... Why the fuck her dark brown hair would have become blond ? I still just fucking can't see it ><... Anyway... I don't know why, since I haven't thought of Jolene since last month (The date she dissapeared), but today... I feel like my best friend just died. It feels so fresh, but in 12 years I tried not to think about that ending... Now it's real... And they say she was probably dead right after she dissapeared...

I feel guilty... If I haven't been late... Maybe she wouldn't have been kidnaped T_T I thought like that for a couple of years after the fact... but it's starting again, since I now know that she really haven't just run away from home, like she'd done before...

Vector is a good guy XD
大野智 - かわいい犬
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I saw a vector a couple of days ago... And it made me remember the days when I was doing some myself. So I took a chance... And tried to do a new one with a human model <3 And since I was into Kaibutsu-kun I tried it <3 Next one will be Aiba xD




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Okay try to ignore the mouth XD I kinda didn't got what I wanted with it >

I DID IT ! I GOT A B !!! xD
大野智 - かわいい犬
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Gosh... That's game is seriously driving me crazy... Why did that girl had to convince me to play >< WHYYYY ?!?!?! All my free time is on it now >< And I could be doing fabulous icons of Arashi's new PV !! T_T

anyways... The point in the Osu! game... seems to be "Try all you have to beat Fight song's song !" and the name of the song is a good sign... IT'S DEFINITLY A FIGHT ! >< I finally got a B out of it XD It's weirdly like the best thing that happened today XDDD I'm starting to understand the rythm... Seriously I suck at that... Like... in Hadashi no mirai when we have to clap our hands... I got the beat wrong everytime they're singing... I can't concentrate on it XD I just suck ! XDDDD Anyways... I did a couple of screencap of the best score I got in some song... Look at that ! Fight song is definitly the worst XD And I'm prouder of that one than the others XD

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Other than that... OH YEAH ! I forgot XD I got a new job XD It's just for a month or two but I hope I'll keep it until the end XD I'll be selling shoes XD Well for now it's more like... Lifting boxes and separating the shoes but we'll open friday =D That's funny how there's a weird "airport" a couple of street away from the job... I think it's the place they make the planes since I saw a couple of logo from those planes XD Anyways... A couple of days ago when I was working... I saw like 5 planes in max 10 minutes. And if I can tell you the name of the compagny written on it.... I think I can definitly say that those planes were flying really lower than suppose XDDD I seriously have bad eyes so that was kinda funny naming all the logo I new *I didn't knew a lot but most of the time the name was on it so it's okay XD*

Edit: OMFG I GOT AN A !!!!!!! *Totally feel like crying right now T_T* Photobucket

A community ?
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HELLO MINNAAA !!!

God... It's 7h00 *Well it was .59 but it just changed at the moment I was writting it XD* and I'm starting to get reeeeaally tired >< My cat is trying to sleep in the water bowl... She's seriously more insane than me XDDD

Well, anyways... I'm actually posting to let you know that I have started a graph community with a friend failsparkles. I'll probably be the one who'll post more often but well, I guess it's okay XD That's funny since my friend and I are like totally the opposite in our fandoms. Well I like a couple of his fandoms but I don't really think he like Johnny's XD But I did tried to convert him XD

Anyways... That's pretty much all I'll say. I'm getting really tired and I don't actually think you're interested in this post XD It's not like you really look at my graphic stuff anyways XD I don't blame you since I think I'm not really good... But I like getting comments and since it's the only way I seems to have them. I'm gonna use that way ! XD

Iconspostaday ? XD
大野智 - かわいい犬
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Seriously... I'm posting like EVERYDAY >< What's happening to me ??? XD That must be the lovely comments XD It's driving me crazy x) I loooove comments *0*

Well it's time to let you see those icons XD

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Have you seen the #11 ? I love it <3 Can you see the little Matsujun on Jun's leg ? XDDD

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Why can't I have some idea for the title ¬¬
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I don't really have anything to say today XD I'll just post my graph stuff and let you comments XD

[25] Arashi
[6] Kanjani8
[1] Ueda

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A.RA.SHI ! A.RA.SHI ! OOOH YEEAAAHH !Collapse )

[12] Kanjani8

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Oh yeaaaah !!!
大野智 - かわいい犬
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Yo ! It's me again 8D I made some icones so I thought to let you see them XD *I'm soooo a good friend, aren't I ? XD* Thanks to those of you who send me message about the header I made for NEWShFAN, it's really appreciate ^^ I love compliment, even if I'm not really good XD You'll see that my news icones have pastel color for most of them. When I see Sakura girl's pictures... I just CAN'T stop thinking about the color of the PV XD Hope you'll like my new stuff ^^ *I really have to post Headers, signs and Avatars ¬¬ I'm lazy when I think about posting all them here XD*

[1 - 3] Koyama Keiichiro
[4 - 10] Nishikido Ryo
[11 - 12] Sakurai Sho
[13 - 16] Aiba Masaki
[17 - 20] Matsumoto Jun

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I'm sorry I had no imagination for Sho and aiba T_TCollapse )

Like I say on the LJ cut... I had absolutly no imagination for Aiba and Sho T_T Well I really like the design of those icons but I didn't know which picture to take ¬¬ So I did many icons XD *I also have a Sho!Mullet icons 8D Big fail from me ¬¬ But it makes my friends laugh so it's cool =D*

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Arashi's time !!!
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Well well well... I did some icones from the 5x10 DVD live ^^ Hope you like it 8D

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graphix updates
大野智 - かわいい犬
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Hiii !! it's been a while since the last time I posted here about graphic... Seriously Sometime I see old graphic post and I'm turning Cyberman screaming "DELETE ! DELETEEEE !" Well I did just post icones and it's soooo not my favorite thing... I don't have imagination for icones ¬¬ I think I'll soon post avatar and sign and header and all the stuff I really do in graphic... I'm posting those stuff but actually I don't have a lot of LJ friends so it's kinda useless XD Maaa I don't care, i like doing graphs 8D

Yesterday I did 2 headers... Really similar ones but I really like those header so I think I'll do more header in this style. And since it's been a while since the last time I did something about NewS... I'll do it just about them 8D

Anyways... I'll shut up and let you see those header now XD (Oooh by the way ! If you wanna have a header with your name on it... Just ask and I'll gladly make it ^^)

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